Why I...

Why I still love Daisy...

         There is just something about Daisy that makes me feel connected to her. Ever since we met I have always thought about her. I have tried my best to always be close to her. I can't forget her, but I don't want to. We are meant to be together, even if it takes some time for us to actually be together. I can't really explain how strong my love for her is. I can't remember a time that I did not spend loving Daisy. I feel as if my life revolves around her. I hurts to know that the reason we broke up was because of money. Money isn't a problem anymore. I know she loved me even though I wasn't rich. I could just tell. We separated because of what everyone else thought. If we had just forgotten about everyone else, maybe we would still be together. I don't know if you can make yourself stop loving someone, but all I know is I don't want to stop loving Daisy. I can only hope she still feels that same way about me. 

What I Was Thinking When...

What I was thinking when  Daisy told me she loved me...

                 I had always wanted to hear those words from her after all this time. I did not know how to process the statement at first. It was as if I was in a dream state. We were just sitting there in Daisy's living room that she shares with her husband and she is sitting here telling me she loves me! I was finally hearing the words I had been imagining. I thought that this would never become a reality for me. I did not know what was going to happen from here. She has a husband. Is she just going to leave him for me? Why all of a sudden after all of these years is she telling me she loves me? All of these thoughts were racing through my mind at the fastest pace I could imagine. She loves me. I wish it were that simple. In reality she loves me and she has a husband and a family and a whole separate life from me. We no longer shared a life like we used to. Did she want to share a life with me again? I was not sure, but I was hoping she meant what she said, because I love her.